meet my supervisor tomorrow..

i hope when i meet her tomorrow she will said to me...ok..you can submit the full work of your FYP....or she will said..you still need to edit something in your work...hurm..i;m so scared...ottokeh??????my heart can't stop pounding.......yah!!!!!!!!!

FAN FIC~ REMEMBER ME KIM SUNGJUNG PART 13

Junho already waiting for meera at the outside of school. But there is someone also waiting for meera. Meera and myza walking to the gate…she saw junho, she waving to myza and went to junho. Junho holding meera hand…

Yesung on the otherside…just watching…are you happy now meera???you should be happy….then he left.

That night meera went to suju house. She need to meet with yesung and clear all this stuff…..kibum open the door.
Kibum: ah….meera noona…annyeonghaseyo(bow) come..in
Meera: annyeonghaseyo…kibum shi..can I meet with yesung.
Kibum: yesungi hyung??wait…I will call him…
Meera: gamsamida….
While kibum left…hyunnie and donghae talking to meera. After a minute kibum arrive.
Kibum: Noona…mianhae…he don’t want to meet you….
Meera: oh..waeyo???jinjayo???
Kibum: molla…he said that don’t disturb him and go away…mollaraso…
Hyunnie: yah!!!!!waeyo????
Meera: gwenchana….arraso…jalga….(meera get out from the house and wipe her tears..oppa..waeyo???did you hate me now???you promise not to leave me anymore….but why are you doing this to me…you are going to leave me again???for the second time oppa???arraso…arraso….i will gone oppa…I will gone…

Yesung feel so stupid…why did I don’t want to meet with her???i’m so stupid…ottokeh??????/argh!!!!!suddenly donghae coming into the room.
Hae: yah!!!!!!!hyung wae????
Yesung: wae???
Hae: why are you doing this to meera shi…she want to meet you.
Yesung: there is no need to meet anymore
Hae: hyung maybe she want to explain something to you..you should listen….
Yesung: gwenchana….i don’t have too.
Hae: you are so sturborn hyung. She loves you hyung…I know….you are just a jerk that don’t derserve her…..(hae get out after he said that)
Yesung shock when donghae said that to him…what wrong with him????aish!!!!!!!!!!

Meera already done with her crying…..i’m not going to cry anymore. I will stop now….you will get nothing if you are crying meera….

Meera close her book after mr taeyang went out from the class…suddenly Karen come to her with hongki…
Hongki: noona…how your practice????
Meera: good…so how about singing competition???
Hongki: good…me and wonbin will take part in it, hara and sunny also take part…
Meera: ah…good..so sad…I can’t take part….
Karen: we have to dance remember???
Meera:ah!!!!!!!(meera screaming)
Hongki: wae???
Meera: we are late..karen…hajja..hongki…jalga…..
Karen: omo…meera we are late….
When they arrive there….meera open the door and saw junho and kiseop already waiting for them, Jessica and changmin also already there….
Meera: mianhae…..(going to junho…junho holding her hand)
Junho: kenchana…we were about to start…dear..go and change…
Meera: arraso…..
Junho: ok..we will start from the start…
Meera went to her locker and found something….there is a chocolate with flower….she smile…junho ah…..you are so sweet…..she change and went to the dance room. She and the others start to practice. At 10 pm all of them stop with practising and will come again tomorrow…..meera following junho to his car.
Meera: aish!!!!!! I’m still doing the same mistake……
Junho: gwenchana…I will help you
Meera: chongmal????can we???
Junho: sure honey relax…..
Meera holding junho hands..junho looking at her and smiling
Junho: wae????
Meera: anni…oppa…na…chongmal saranghaeyo….
Junho: arraso…(pinch meera cheecks and start with driving), sleep at my house tonight???
Meera: andwae…kira and iza are waiting for me…
Junho: arraso…I will send you….
When they arrive at meera house, coincidenly yesung just went back from his work….meera ignore him, so does yesung.
Junho: see you tomorrow….
Meera: night oppa..(kiss junho and went inside…)

Yesung went to his bedroom and lay down at his bed. Aish!!!!!!! Why did I feel hurt…this is what I want…I should accept this…..i should…..aish!!!!!!!

Kira and iza watching televisyen that time, when, eeteuk, donghae and siwon coming to visit them.
kira: oh…oppa….coming….
Iza: wow…what makes you guys coming here???
Donghae: we feel bored, just wanna have a chit chat and playing games…how about it???
Iza: cool…….
Kira: what games????
Eeteuk: molla..what do you have at your house???
Kira: molla…lee min ah ajjushi already keeping all that stuff

yesung and girls crazy dance

wookie was hurt???

omg!!!!!!!!! i didn't realize that my brother was hurt when he went to seoul awards ceremony before this..i look at the video back. he took a long time to get at the stage and he was holding his tights several times. and when they want to get down from the stage, sungmin was helping him..and yesung also helping him..oppa..mianhaeyo...i ddin't know about it...if i know about this..i will help you oppa..mian...you always keeping your pain from me..waeyo???i'm your sister oppa...please be healthy....hyunnie.., yesungie oppa..please take care of my brother kiki.....oppa..saranghaeyo!!!!!!!!!

FAN FIC~ REMEMBER ME KIM SUNGJUNG PART 12

The next morning meera went to school with junho. All the student looking at them. junho keep holding meera hands…
Meera: oppa..people are looking at us…
Junho: let them….hurm meet me at studio after class….arraso…..
Meera: arraso….
Meera went into her class. Karen already waiting for her…
Karen: meera…how junho???
Meera: he is just fine…but I’m not…
Karen: waeyo???
Meera:molla..my heart seem so hurt even more…I don’t know why….aish…..
Karen: hurm…relax arraso…I have something to tell you…
Meera: what???
Karen: I already found your dance partner…
Meera: who???
Karen: kiseop…..
Meera: omo…lee kiseop????
Karen: yes he is….he came to see me this morning and he dance very well.
Meera: hajiman……(but)
Karen: wae???
Meera: you know that I and junho are back together again…and I’m going to dance with him….
Karen: aish!!!!!!! What a waste…na ottokeh???.
Meera: why don’t you just dance with him..since junho are not dancing with you….
Karen: me????
Meera: yes….
Karen: arraso…arraso….hye..let’s go to the music class now…mr taeyang said today will be special guess.
Meera: who???
Karen: molla…
Meera: wait..let me bring my guitar first.

Both of them walking to the music class….they are late….
Mr.taeyang: you are late meera shi..karen shi…
Meera: mianhae..Mr..Teayang
Mr taeyang: just sit..quickly…our guess already here….
Meera look at their guess and she almost scream!!!It was K.R.Y!!!!!!!! she almost fall but wonbin help her to sit….
Meera: oppa..gamsamida…(wishpering)
Wonbin: why are you late…(wishpering)
Meera: wake up late….
Karen ask them to stop talking.
Mr taeyang: today we have such a best guess that are going to share their moment with you guys…..they will gave guide in your talent….as you know yesung is very good at singing and he can play piano as well. While ryeowook shi…can play the keyboard and piano as well…and the magnae kyuhyun is very good at singing and he can play guitar as well…so…I will devide all of you with your special talent accoding to their expertise.
All of student: ye seonsaeng(yes teacher)
Mr taeyang: meera, wonbin, dae han, Jeremy…you guys will be with kyuhyun….
Meera sigh after he heard that she will be with kyuhyun not with yesungie. She know that yesung looking at him…

We separate into 3 group and we introduced them self….
Kyuhyun: ok..now let’s tell me your name and your ablity….
Wonbin: annyeonghaseyo, je ileum-eun wonbin-ibnida…..i can sing and play piano…
Meera: annyeonghaseyo je ileum-eun sungjung-ibnida. I can dance, I can play piano, guitar…
Kyuhyun: I know..sunjung noona…you are very talented student in this school..i wish we can go in the same school…
Meera: ani….i’m not so good at all…
kyuhyun” ok let’s start with question…what do you guys want to know????

The class ended at 11 am in the morning. Before they end the class…
Yesung: before we left…we will sing the song and we need one or two student to play the piano for us…
Everyone was scared….so does meera….however…
Wookie: meera shi..why don’t you play the piano for us…
Meera: me???
Kyuhyun: yes you noona..come…(kyuhyun pulled meera to the piano).

Meera have too play the piano…
Yesung: this is the melody….(giving the notes to meera. Meera look at the title...of the song…she’ s gone…and then she start to play……omo this song is so sad…..kyuhyun voice…wookie and yesung just make me wanna cry…yesung only looking at me while singing this song…oppa..mianhae…mianhae…

FAN FIC~ REMEMBER ME KIM SUNGJUNG PART 11

Yesung try to called meera so many times. But there is no answer from her. Eeteuk who beside him, feel the tense….
Eeteuk: wae???
Yesung: amot annya…
Eeteuk: chongmal…
Then kyuhyun and hyukie coming towards them…
Kyuhyun: hyung..did you know that junho try to commit sucide???
Yesung&eeteuk: what???????
Hyukie: yes…he is right now…he is at hospital…meera shi.is with him right now…
Yesung: chongmal???
Kyuhyun: aish….he did this just to get meera noona attention…
Heechul: yah!!! Did you heard the news..(heechul coming from nowhere)
Eeteuk:yes we did..omo…..that guys really love meera shi so much!!!!
Yesung: he is not!!!!!!! He is using my girl!!!(yesung shout and walk away…)
Hyukie: hyung…hyung….
Heechul: aish………..
Kyuhyun: ottokeh???
Eeteuk: molla…ask kangin to talk to him…

Yesung went to his room. He keep calling meera and there is no one answering it….why did you treat me like this?????huh??you said that nobody can take you away from me…but…now…ottokeh????he already take you away from me….where did your promise gone??huh???where???if this your choice I will leave you alone…with him.

Meera are so tired after taking care of junho at the hospital. She decide to went back home for a while. When she get out from car, she bump with yesung, however…she don’t have the courage to look at yesung…oppa mianhae…I have too…….yesung only looking at her….now..you don’t even want to look at me sungjung,,wae???.
Meera get into the house, she don’t have time to went into her room when kira and iza are coming towards..her
Kira: unnie..how junho oppa right now???
Meera: he is ok now…
Iza: kenchana?>??can we meet him…
Meera: sure but maybe later, I have to rest first…so tired…
Kira: arraso….

Meera went to her room…am I doing the right things???but why does my heart feel so pain…when I saw him just now???wae???but junho need me….more than he do…yet…he doesn’t said anything to me..he didn’t said that he love me…argh!!!!!!!!!!i’m going crazy right now…ottokeh????she didn’t realize what time that she fall asleep. All she know..that..there is tears in her eyes…
When he wakes up from sleep. There is a message at his phone.

Oppa…mianhae…he needs me oppa…mianhae..
He close his handphone…he need you???then what about me???i need you too…argh!!!!!!!how can you go away from me just like this??wae????this is all my fault if I don’t leave you…you will always by my side…argh!!!!! Its too late right now…..

Junho aleady wake up when nickhun coming inside his room.
Junho: oh hyung….you are so early..
Nickhun: how are you today???feel better..
Junho: yes…meera beside me..i will be ok….
Nickhun: junho ah….what you do is wrong….
Junho: hyung….what are you saying???
Nickhun: anniyo…just forget what did I said…ah…I already late…I go first..you rest arraso??? This evening the others will come.
After nickhun went out from the room. Meera arrive. There is a smile at junho face when he saw meera. Wow iza and kira were there too….
Iza: oppa…are you ok????
Junho: I’m ok….gamsamida…
Kira: you looks better today oppa…
Junho: jinjayo???you know why???this is because I meet with both of you…
Iza: ah..chongmal??oppa???
Junho only nodding…
Meera: oppa.what do you want to eat this morning???
Junho: anything could be…
Meera: you two…stay here with him arraso???
Kira: arraso unnie…

After visiting junho, kira and iza asking to leave, they want to go home. Meera call minho to fetch her sister to went back home.

Meera sit beside junho.
Meera: oppa do you feel better???
Junho: yup…sungjung ah…
Meera: hurm…wae??
Junho: mianhae…I make you worried…
Meera: don’t do that again arraso???
Junho: arraso..now you are with me..again..i won’t do such thing anymore…
Junho come nearer meera, he want to kiss meera. He kiss it but suddenly meera remember

“nobody can kiss your lips again…accept than me”
She pulled junho slowy….
Junho: wae???
Meera: anniyo…hurm oppa…do you want to be my dance partner???
Junho: of course..like I said before this..nobody can dance with you…accept than me…
Meera: arraso…arraso…we shall start the practice tomorrow..the competition is almost here…
Junho: you need to be relaxs…we still have 2 month more…
Meera: I know..but I want to win this competition…
Junho: arraso..arraso…
Meera: do you want to sleep now???
Junho: yes….
Meera: ok then..i went back home first..meet you at school tomorrow arraso??
Junho: arraso….bye…

Meera closed the gate and she walk…she went to the park…she wearing junho cap…she have to wear it..because the reporter still searching for her to aks something. Nobody can regonize her now. She look at the pond…so clear and peaceful, I wish my heart can be like this…suddenly…there is a puppy coming to her and lick her leg so many times…hye…I know you……
Meera: chibi…..are you alone????(take cihbi and put it at her arms…chibi..lick her face so many times…meera only laughing…., meera look around and saw yesung running to them)
Yesung: omo….chibi…what are you doing with a stranger over here???come here.
Meera heart seem so hurt..when she heard yesung said she is stranger….
Meera: oppa….
Yesung: chibi..let’s go home now….(take chibi from meera hands and walk away…)
Meera only shed tears….her hearts is screaming calling for yesung names….but she don’t have the courage to call him again….yesung didn’t look at her even at once….oppa..mianhaeyo…..

FAN FIC~ REMEMBER ME KIM SUNGJUNG PART 10

Myza: you guys want to take part???chongmal???
Fai: yup…how about you unnie???
Myza: molla…I’m not so good at dancing….plus I have no partner…
Zil: ah…chongmal??then fai ottokeh????
Fai: kenchana…then I and zil unnie will take part….
Myza: great…meera unnie would like too…if she know….i’m so pitty with her.
Zil: waeyo???
Myza: she hasn’t found her partner yet…
Fai: ah..chongmal???poor meera unnie…I’m sure that she don’t want to dance with junho oppa after what he has done to meera unnie right???
Myza: yup….
Zil: poor her.
Myza: maybe taemin and henry could help her…
Fai: taemin oppa??and henry oppa???
Myza: yup...
Zil: aren’t henry busy with violin competition????
Myza: chongmal??????ah…..taemin should be ok…
Fai: yup..taemin oppa is good at dancing too.
Zil: let’s meet with meera unnie at school tomorrow….
Myza: hye..zil are you sick or what???
Zil: waeyo???
Myza: tomorrow is Saturday…hahhhah
Fai and myza laughing at zil..then zil also laughing.
Zil: then we just go to their house tomorrow.
Myza: good idea…
Both of them went back to their home after that…….

He went inside his house. Empty….silent…no laughing sounds that he always want to hear….there is no sounds at all. He went to his bedroom…everything just the same…I need you back..please come back to me…I love you more than other people…jebal..don’t do this to me….everything that I do before this just want to having fun…not more than that. He take the knife at the the toilet.. if I can’t have you..its better for me to died….

Meera, kira and iza was doing fine that night. Three of them having fun at the studio. Iza dancing in ballet, while kira playing the piano…while meera dancing following to the the song that yesung gave it to her this morning.
Kira: what song it is unnie???so nice..love it
Meera: hurm..let me see…hurm..she want it…super junior…
Iza: yah!!!!!!!where did you get it???
Meera: yesung gave it to me………waeyo???
Iza: I love this song unnie,,
Kira: me too…..
Meera: you guys….hahhha mana ada lagu suju yang korang tak suke??
Kira, iza: hehehhehe…

Meera: ah!!!!!!!!i’m so tension….
Kira: wae???
Meera: I still didn’t found my partner…henry is busy with violin….but taemin..i’m not so sure….
Iza: unnie..why don’t you just dance with him…only for this time…
Meera&kira: andwae!!!!!!!(shout)
Iza: arraso..arraso…
Meera: I still believe that there is someone who will be my partner….
Kira: when is the competition???
Meera: in july…
Iza: lol unnie…you still have time…..
Meera: but I need to practice…
Kira: that;s right…..
Suddenly minho coming to the studio…..
Minho: noona!!!!!!!noona…junsu hyung want to talk to you..(giving the phone to meera).
Meera: yes junsu shi….what??????when???arraso..arraso..i will be there……(meera hang up the phone)
Meera: minho stay here tonight and take care of my sister, I need to go now…
Kira: unnie where are you going????
Meera didn’t answer the question. She just went out from the house and wearing her sweater.
Tears coming from her eyes…oppa…why are you so stupid??huh???waeyo????. when she arrive there are so many reporters….waiting at outside…and they saw meera…meera didn’t have time to cover her face lucky junsu was waiting for her at the outside of the hospital.
Meera: oppa..where is he??
Junsu: he in the room.
Wooyoung: meera shi…you are here???
Meera: yes…wooyoung shi..can I meet with him..jebal…(meera can’t stop crying at all…)
Taecyon: uljima..he is ok now…
Nickhun: just let her meet with him…
Chansung: meera shi..kajja…
Meera follow chansung and the others…as soon as she saw him…she hug him so tightly…
Meera: oppa!!!! Why are you so stupid??wae????why did you have to do this???do you want me to died too??huh????
Junho: sungjung ah….you are really coming back???chongmal????
Meera: oppa??what are you talking about??huh??why did you do this??waeyo???
Junho: I’d rather died if I don’t get you back sungjung shi…na saranghaeyo….
Meera: oppa…….you don’t have ti killed yourself just for me….i have no value at all……
Junho: who said that you don’t have any value…you are my precious love that I ever had..and I’m not going to let you go….
Meera: oppa….i’m not going anymore again…chongmal…I will stick beside you oppa…
Junho hug her and kissed her….he feel relief after he heard what did meera said….meera are waiting junho at the hospital tonight and she didn’t went to the home the next morning……..

Kira and iza watching tv while waiting for minho to make the breakfast. Suddenly the breaking news make them shock!!
Kira: yah!!!!!!!!!!is this true…
Iza: so unnie went and see him yesterday????
Kira: this can’t be. Should we go and meet them…
Minho: meera noona don’t let you guys going out today….the reporter are looking for you guys to get the news..so she said, nobody can go out today….
Iza: aish!!!!!!!!!!menyusahkan betul la……
Kira:ottokeh????junho oppa in pain…we need to see him…
Minho: we have to wait….
Iza: arraso…arraso……..
All of them sigh……..