28/11/2011

28/11/2011
8.38pm
Cinta, sayang, rindu, benci...semua itu adalah perasaan yang datang dari hati, sepertimana manusia kadang-kadang tidak dapat
menahannya dari terus menguasai diri seseorang itu. Mereka yang pernah mengalaminya tentu memahami apakah perasan itu.
tidak dapat tidur, makan tidak kenyang dan mandi seperti tidak basah selalunya dikaitkan dengan perasaan itu.
kita yang mengawal hati dan perasaan. bukannya hati dan perasaan yang mengawal kita. sudah pastilah pelbagai masalah akan timbul
jika kita terlalu mengikut perasaan. aku sering kali mengikut kata hati....dan inilah yang terjadi pada aku...hurm..
aku hilang semuanya...tiada seorang pun yang mampu memahami aku...tiada....mereka selalunya akan mengatakan bahawa mereka memahami aku
namun pada akhirnya...mereka biarkan aku menyelesaikan semuanya sendiri.
Keinginan aku untuk merasai semua perasaan itu terbatas disebabkan mereka yang tidak memahami aku...kesusahan dan kepayahan aku untuk
menyayangi mereka tidak langsung diambil kira oleh mereka. Jangan salahkan aku, jika satu hari aku akan akhiri hidup aku tanpa sesiapa disisi
aku dah mencuba, namun mereka yang tidak mahu mengambil langkah yang seterusnya....bukan salah aku....
Aku akan pergi...pergi jauh dari hidup mereka. itu yang sepatotnya aku buat dari dulu...bila kita rapat dengan seseorang...kecenderungan
untuk mengetahui apa yang dilakukan oleh seseorang itu adalah tinggi.

HOYA...HOYA...HOYA....

Everything is hoya..hhehehe the good dancer..good rapper and good singer! he can do all in one song!

SUPER JUNIOR 5JIB ALBUM..., INFINITE PARADISE

lol...i keep on waiting for my album...after i get my super junior album..i will bought infinite album for sure..heheheh....i just want hoya photo....cute....

this week..i'm going to get it for sure...

7 years of love...

lately...that song haunted me again...goes...why did kyuhyun voice always killed me??? his soft voice...make me cry...plus..the lyric of the song..so...so deep...i don't remember..when did the last time i smile..i don't remember too when did the last time i laugh...mollayo...don't ask me... maybe i should wait and see...it's hurting me..when i wanna it...but i can't get it..hurm...i just wish that this will end soon...i'm not younger anymore..

WORK... and the end of SUPER WONDERLAND FOR ME

wow....time slipping so fast...and now i'm working....well as a teacher...so..my time working is at 2pm til 10 pm...aren't it great???hehehehe my salary isn't much...but i'm okay and glad with it...i'm going to work very hard and try very hard to please the principle...

after working..there is no much time for me..to playing...or what...and now..i change a little bit...i didn't listen to kpop song so much..and didn't watch kpop things so much...hurm..no time..
.SUPER WONDERLAND??? i already left them...they already have a new leader....i don't wanna think so much about that. plus..they didn't see me as a leader or their sister....it's ok with me..so i just left.... however...poor my little 2 dongsaeng there...gwenchana...unnie is here...just that u won't find me there....mianhae....i really don't have time and it still hurting me with some of them...gwenchana...who am i??? no one....so peace yo....

ramadhan n raya is over

whoot.............it's already 11/9/2011..... ramadhan is just over and now is a raya fever....biasalah tuh g open house....and what so ever....apa2 pun SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR dan BATIN...untuk semua yang mengenali me...hurm...nak cakap apa lagik nie??? bukannya ada mood pun....

LOVE, TRUST, RELATIONSHIP U AND ME

u....yes you..what did you understand about love?
trust what did you know about it?
relationship...what kind of relationship did you want???
U and ME... what is the meaning of that?

we promise that we never leave any of us alone and behind...
i always remember that..it's just that this few day..i think both of us is not in the good mood
i try to avoid the conversation because i don't her to get hurt and at the same time..i don't want to be hurt....yeobo ah..did you know i'm sick??? i know that you are sick too......that's why we keep fighting this day...

the relationship that we build together is because of SUPER JUNIOR. because of them we become close like this..you are the best thing that had happen in my life...i don't you you to be hurt by me..seriously...

i don't care about other people who don't understand us, just us know what is happening actually.......

don't be angry with me arraso?? don't off you phone ok? when both of us already calm..let's talk ok????

P/S: I LOVE YOU ^^