lately my dongsaeng always in bad mood, she keep saying that she will leave us for a while, was it because of me??? sometimes, i know them...but suddenly i don't know them...like i said before this PEOPLE CHANGE! they really change..i saw it...i'm changing too....maybe because i'm become more older and older than them...2 years that we spend together is the most precious moment...do you think i'm faking by saying i love all of you???no..i'm not...i think maybe because of me...sometimes, when i talk, i will talk directly...and she seems to hurt with my words...i'm sorry dongsaeng..u know that i didn't mean to do that...i'm leaving the page for a while because i'm so sick and tired with my self...attitude...nobody know it that i'm disgust with my own behavior...and lately at my house, they make one rules....and voting stuff, whoever bake the best cake will get more money pocket from my sister....all of them like my cake better than my younger sister..but my mom said that...my younger sister is more deserve to recieve the money than me...but what's the point you ask the other to taste my cake and voting all the stuff...you have brain right???so think la...i'm so angry and they left me alone at house TODAY! i was so angry.....my dad is not at home, he is at cameron highlands...outstations...damn i miss him so much....actually i want my dongsaeng to read this and be happy..unnie is always here for you....since that you block me from see your post and so do i....sorry this things happen between us...if you need time to be alone and cool down..its ok...but please tell me that you are ok....you know i'm talking about you...at least give me a message....
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