it's been a long time....

OMG!!!!!!!!!!! it's been a long time i didn't merepek in here..ekekek.well so busy with works...and i'm deadly tired....what can i say more??? nothing...lately..i can't even hold my anger with cool way..i start to throw things at people when i'm angry..i know it's bad..but i can't stop it...hurm..i don't know why i become like this suddenly...i change...and lately..i can feel like there is something is looking at me.,.try to get me...i feel more sick...now even if i hit my hand at th door...my hand will bruiser....hurm...so pain and sick...na ottokeh????