SICK

LATELY.......I ALWAYS FALL SICK EASILY...I DON'T KNOW WHY..BUT EVERYDAY..MY BODY WILL BE VERY WEAK...I CAN'T EVEN GET UP CORRECTLY...I WISH THE PAIN GO AWAY...IT'S HURTING ME AND PAINFUL...I BELIEVE THAT THERE IS ALWASY SECOND CHANCE FOR ME..WHEN I'M SICK..I CAN'T WRITE AND I HAVE NO MOOD. THERE IS LIKE 20 PERSON WHO WAITING TO READ MY FAN FIC...I MUST WRITE..BUT I CAN'T THE ILLNESS MAKE ME LOSE MY MOOD AND MY IDEA GONE..I DON'T WANT TO BURDEN MY FAMILY...STILL I NEED TO TAKE CARE OF AQISH IN THE MORNING AND AT NIGHT I'M TEACHING. I THINK MY BODY CAN'T TAKE IT..it's too much for me...hurm.............god..i just need more time.......