SUPER JUNIOR

SUPER JUNIOR
Eunhae

Sunday, March 20, 2011

MY DEJAVUUUUUUUUUU



She just slammed the door after her. She lay down at her bed…she watch the window beside her. Aish….ottokeh..suddenly she phone is ringing..she pick it up.
Soon li: wae???andwaemida….my dad is not here….andwae…they won’t let me….mianhae..see u tomorrow….bye bye..
She hung up…and she lay down back at her bed…bored..bored..bored….she look at the clock..aish…they will come…
Suddenly her maid coming into the room…
Soon li: who ask you to come in???
Maid: mianhae…but its already late…you have to go there..your father are going to check it later with us…
Soon li: arraso..arraso…I will be down in 20 minute…
Soon li get change…to her tennis outfit and get down…
Maid; miss…your dad will be back today…
Soon li; arraso…
Soon li get into the car and look out the window…when they reach at the traffic light. The car stop….soon li look the motorbike beside her car…she look at the person…and the person look at her….soon li quickly turn away…she look again…the guy is still looking at her…and he is smiling at her! Soon li can feel her heartbeat moving so fast….she just ignore the guy..when he smile at me..i thought it was an angel from the heaven…he..he have the sweet smile…and he has pony at his hair!.ah!!!!!! waeyo??? I just saw him for a second and now I can’t get him away from my eyes…
They arrive at the tennis court 30 minutes later. Soon li bodygyuard open the door for her…there is almost 20 people waiting for soon li there…soon li sighed..until when…dad are going to watch me like this…soon li playing the tennis with her coach…the only sport that her father allowed her to play…soon li sit at the ground after the practice…she turn around…and she shocked..omo!!!!!!!!!that guy! He..he play here too…suddenly the guy turn around and they are facing each other.both of them still looking at each other…not even blinking…suddenly the guy blink his eyes and smile at soon li. Soon li startled… ah..buya???soon li turned away again…suddenly his bodyguard come and ask her to ready..they will get back…her father is already back…
Soon li get down when the dinner is ready….she smirk…when she is at the dinner table…it was her father new girlfriend…
Soon li: what are we having here??huh ajjumah…where did you get this rubbish from???throw it away…I want to eat.,…you don’t want my dad to be angry at you if I puke am I right??/huh???
Maid: but miss….she…she is your father
Soon li; I don’t care….(cut the maid words)
“why did so noisy here??”
Eunsok: oppa…(holding my father name)
Soon li: Kim Heechul ajjushi….did I tell you not to bring any women come back after mom dead huh???
Heechul: kim soon li!!!!!!!!why did you become so rude…
Soon li: dad! You are yelling at me because of this bitch huh???(Get up from her sit)
Heechul; anniyo…(come near soon li and ask her to sit) mianhae…let’s eat…
Soon li: gwenchana..i want to eat at my room…ajjumah bring the food to my room…
Maid: ne…
Heechul: ..soon li wait..wait dad have something to said…
Soon li: what it is??
Heechul: how the boy that I introduced to you??? He is good right???
Soon li: dad..if you ever make a blind date for me again…I will commit suicide! Talk to you tomorrow…
Heechul: I won’t stop until you have boyfriend!
Soon li stopped walking…her father voice is very serious. She turn and look at her father face..yes..he is serious…
Soon lI; what if I already have a boyfriend???
Heechul: introduced him to me and the public…
Soon li: andwae..dad..you are the president south of korea, how can I ruined your job by publicity my relationship…
Heechul; so just introduced him to me…if you showed me your boyfriend… I won’t force you to go on with blind date. your bodyguard won’t follow u anymore…they will follow u from far…and they won’t disturb you…what you say???
Soon li: jinjayo????dad…you promise???
Heechul: ne..
Soon li: arraso…in one month I will introduced him to you…
Heechul: but before u introduced your boyfriend to me..you still need to go for the blind date.
Soon li: deal! Arraso….
Soon li get into her room…I’m dead..where can I find boyfriend in one month..ottokeh???ah…..ottokeh??
The next day soon li went to her college again and study. Usually she will be with her bodyguard but today she is alone. Her father already promise to her. Soon li glad that her father said its word. Soon li keep thinking and thinking she didn’t realize anything in front of her. Since her bodyguard in not with her anymore. Suddenly she heard horn from the car…when she realize it, its already late…the car hit her. She fall down…her knee is bleeding ..at the time her bodyguard who watch from far saw her and run to her. The driver get down from the car….
Soon li: ah….its hurt……
“ miss are you ok???”
Soon li: yah!!!!!!!don’t you see my knee is bleeding???(become angry and look at the person)
Suddenly she stop talking…it..it was the guy…at the tennis court. Her bodyguard, kyuhyun come to her.
Kyuhyun: miss..let’s go to the hospital now…(hold soon li)
Soon li: aish!!!!!! Gwenchana…(push kyuhyun away) let’s bring me home…
Kyuhyun: andwae the president will be angry if he know.
Soon li: yah!!!!!!if you don’t tell him, he would never know!
“miss I’m really sorry….let’s me bring you to the hospital..if not your father will get angry with me..you is the president daughter am I right???”
Soon li: you…you know me??
“ne…anyway I’m jung soo…park jung soo”
Soon li: ah..jung soo???
Jung soo: miss kajja…let’s me help you….
Soon li: dae…
Jung soo bring soon li to the hospital. By the time they arrive at the hospital. The media and press already there. Soon li become so weak and she feel want to faint, jung soo hit him hard at her leg and she lost so many blood. Jung soo waited at the emergency room while they treated soon li. Suddenly soon li father. Kim heechul come to the hospital. Jung soo feel so nervous.
Kyuhyun: mr president.
Heechul: how is she???
Kyuhyun: she is ok, she only weak coz lost to much blood and the doctor have to stitched her wounds.
Heechul took a glance at jung soo.
Heechul: we need to talk after this(talk to jung soo)
The doctor come out.
Doctor: mr president don’t worry she is fine, after a good rest, she will be fine.
Heechul: thanks doctor. Can I see her?
Doctor: yes..but she want to meet with jung soo first.
Jung soo: eh????
Heechul: hurry up and meet with my daughter.
Jung soo enter the room and he saw soon li.
Jung soo: soon li shi…gwenchana???is there anything that I can do for you??? I’m really sorry.
Soon li: I’m ok….but…I have one favor to ask from you….
Jung soo: favor????
Soon li only smiling.
Kim heechul enter the room. He feel weird. Why did they holding hand???
Soon li: daddy….
Heechul: yah…my baby…gwenchana??huh???
Soon li: dae…lucky there was jung soo there. He is the one who helping me…
Heechul: jinjayo???
Soon li: dad…he is my boyfriend….
Heechul: mwo????yah..kim soon li..are u kidding me???
Soon li: anni…dad…we already been together for a one month.
Heechul look at jung soo. Jung soo only bows to him.
Heechul: arraso..arraso…both of you must get engaged…next month
Jung soo: eh..pardon me???
Soon li: dad!!!!!!it’s not part of the deal…
Heechul: yah..what do you think media will said after they saw jung soo holding you and bring you here???huh??? yah jung soo ar you must married with my daughter.
Jung soo: wait a minute…ajjushi….
Heechul: ajjunshi??? Since when I’m become your uncle huh??? Soon li if you don’t agree with my opinion, I will force you to date with my friend son.
Soon li: daddy!!!!!! You are toooooo much..andwaemida…now everyone get out! I want to rest!!!!!!!!!
Jung soo: kim soon li shi…kim soon li shi…(he being pushed to the outside…..)
Jung soo stay at the outside.heechul come outside suddenly.
Heechul: yah…how did this become like this huh??? It is true that you and soon li are dating???
Jung soo: uncle its not like them..she ask to pretend to be her boyfriend.
Heechul: I don’t know how you settle this..but what I want is both of you to get married, I will talk to your parent.
Jung soo: but..uncle..what if she don’t like me???
Heechul: yah..park jung soo..used your charm to seduced her!, if you succeed soon li don’t need to go on blind date, by that time I can’t help you anymore if she found someone else.
Jung soo: but she don’t know that I’m your friend son right???
Heechul: don’t worry, she don’t know..hahhaha making plan like this is better than force her to go on blind dating.(walk away)
Park jung soo only watch his future father in law. He enter the room again. Soon li is resting. He look at her face. So beautiful and peaceful.. he sat there and keep thinking..what should I do???daddy and mummy force me to married with her. What did this girl had until they like her so much???he still remember the conversation between him and his family.
Mr.Park: take a look at this photo.
Jung soo: appa…shirooooo i don’t want to go blind dating anymore. I had enough…
Mrs park: look at her first.
Jung soo take the photo and take a look at the photo. He become speechless. Who is she?
Mr park: she is your fiancé and both of you will get married soon get to know her.i don’t want hear any excuses and I don’t want to hear that you run from your blind dating.
Jung soo: I don’t like this girl!
Mrs park: once you know her, you will like her.
Jung soo: but dad…..mom…
Mr park: end of discussion. If not all of my money that I invest for you I will take it back.
Jung soo: dad!!!!!!
Suddenly he saw his father throw a book at him…he avoid it and suddenly he conscious. He fall asleep…and he saw there is pillow beside him…
Soon li: yah..what are you doing here???
Jung soo just realize that it was soon li who throw the pillow at him.
Jung soo: I want to be with you…
Soon li: wae???
Jung soo: coz you are my girlfriend.
Soon li: look jung soo shi..i only ask you to pretend to be my boyfriend…not a real boyfriend.
Jung soo: I think I love the real boyfriend term. Let’s help each other, let’s get engaged.
Soon li: andwae….we don’t even know each other how can we get engaged.
Jung soo: we have a lot of time to know each other. From now on we will be dating.
Soon li: yah!!!!!!do you know who am i??? how dare u speak like that to me?huh???.
Jung soo: hurm…honey ar…I will come back tonight…sleep well arraso???
Soon li: yah…..yah!!!!!!!!stop right there….
Jung soo only smile and get out from the room. Soon li become speechless . I only ask him to pretend and now he really want to become my fiancé??? Ottokeh??? Yah..soon li…you like him too right??? Why don’t you give a try?? Well he is good looking too and charming too. But…what if he only pretend???she become more confused and blur.
That night. Jung soo come again as he promised. There is something that make soon li smile when jung soo come in. he is wearing a rabbit costume. He is dancing and singing to soon li. He also dance butt dancing..soon li laughing while looking at jung soo.
Soon li: cut it out….i’m ok now….yah…jung soo shi….
Jung soo: do you like it???
Soon li: ne…nomu…nomu chuahae…
Jung soo: you should smile always…you know?? You look pretty when you smile…
Soon li is blushing. She look down.
Jung soo: soon li shi..did your daddy is serious???about the engagement
Soon li: yes..he is serious…mianhae…I already drag u in this problem.
Jung soo: gwenchana…actually I’m glad that I’m in this problem. Soon li shi…maybe we can try. ..you are single , I’m a single. Who knows that maybe we can make it out.’
Soon li: are u serious???
Jung soo: ne actually I’m in the same shoe with you. My father ask me to go on blind date, instead of finding anyone, I rather try it with you.
Soon li: ok let’s make a deal…
Jung soo: sure ok after 50 day we will get engaged, and after 100 days we will get married. However after 100 days you cannot turning back, if you want to break up you need to do during the 100 days, are u agree with me???
Soon li: agree, can I add???
Jung soo: sure
Soon li: at this moment we have to trust each other, we won’t go with blind date with anyone anymore from now on. Each of us must take care of each other.
Jung soo : I like it…but first we must to get know each other..
Soon li: that would be a good idea..but I need to sleep now..i feel so sleepy.
Jung soo: arraso..i will come back tomorrow….good night honey…
Soon li only smiling. Honey?? Am I dreaming?? We only meet today.and everything become so fast. And now I already have a boyfriend.
After a week I already can go out from the hospital. Jung soo really take care of me
Soon li: where do you want to go???
Jung soo: where do you wanna go???let’s go together.
Soon li: there is one place that I want to go.
They arrive at the place 2 hours after that. Jung soo only look at soon li. They arrive at her mother grave. Soon li become so silent. Jung soo can see it clearly….her mother names its written there. Kim heesya. Her mother was dead 2 years ago….jung soo give space for soon li to be with her mother.
After that…
Jung soo: can we go to the theme park???
Soon li: yah…are u still kids??? What for you go there…shiroooooo.
Jung soo: ah..palli..just once…
Soon li: shirooooo there is so many people there…andwae..its dangerous…
Jung soo: gwenchana…I will protect you…palli…(just pulled soon li hands)
They ride a rollercoaster together. At first jung soo is fine..after they reach down he puke…like a girl…soon li laughing so hard…when she saw jung soo like that, lastly she massage jung soo back..and he become normal back..
Jung soo: let’s ride it again…
Soon li: yah..pichulnya??? let’s play the other things..lets go to the haunted house.,
Jung soo: ah..shirooooooooo….
Soon li: palli..now its my turn…
Jung soo scream all the way inside the haunted house. He is scared..same goes to soon li..suddenly soon lose her balance and jung soo hold her…both of them fell and soon li lips locked with jung soo lips….soon li are shocked, she pushed jung soo….get up. Soon li look so nervous and suddenly jung soo hold her hand..
Soon li: wae???
Jung soo come near to her and kiss her lips…soon li can’t move at all..she just put her hand at jung soo back and both of them holding each other. Its happen for almost 2 minute….and jung soo let her go…he hold soon li hand and bring her out…soon li and jung soo are smiling. Soon li touch her lips…it was my first kiss.
The next day, jung soo and soon li photo is everywhere is the newspaper. Picture they at the theme park. They know that this will happen. There is something that soon li like about jung soo. He is smart and always there to protect me. he always there to make me happy and smile. I never felt this way before. He is the first person who make me feel this way. The engagement day is coming. Both of them are busy with the preparations
Soon li is at her room. While jung soo and her father is at the garden. She know that jung soo is there. But she need to do something important. She want to called her friend…but none of them pick up the phone. She get down and meet with her father..but suddenly her step stop when she heard the conversation.
Jung soo: this is all my fault….
Heechul: don’t blame your self. She will be ok….
Jung soo: its been a month that she is unconscious..maybe I hit her too hard…I didn’t mean to do it…
Heechul: jung soo ah…gwenchana..when she conscious we will talk about it to her and I will introduced you to her.
Jung soo: uncle did she know that I’m your friend son?? Will she like me???
Heechul: how many times I have to tell you?? She will like you…
Soon li smile…gwenchana..i don’t care…I love you jung soo shi…
Suddenly kyuhyun come to them….
Kyuhyun: mr president….the doctor from the hospital called…they said..soon li shi.is in bad conditions…
Jung soo: mwo?????
Soon li: ah..waeyo???i’m here..how come I’m at the hospital???
Heechul: let’s go to the hospital…let’s go…
Soon li: wait for me!!!!!!!!!
Soon li sit beside jung soo and hold his hand..there is no reaction from him..oppa..what’s wrong?? Gwenchana???
They arrive at the hospital and meet with the doctor.
Doctor: I cannot do anymore, its seem she already lost her d=confident to live. By tonight if she didn’t conscious…I will take away the oxygen.
Jung soo: andwae…doctor..you can’t do this…
Soon li can see her father fall down to the floor…
Soon Li; what is happening?? Who is in the hospital????
Heechul: let’t meet her for the last time…
There is tears in his eyes…soon li feel weird..she follow her father. Her hand still in jung soo hands. She almost fell from her standing position when she saw the person at the bed…what is happening..how can this be??? If I was here…who was at the bed…and now she remember everything,……
The day that jung soo hit her with his car. She just faint and unconscious. She injured her leg and head. Since that day she is at the bed all the time….yah…yah..i want to go back!!!!!!!ottokeh???i still don’t want to die! God..please save me…jung soo…help me!!!!!!!!!!!
Jung soo look at soon li when he saw there is no heartbeat at the screen…..he ran and call out the doctor…the doctor push out jung soo and heechul out from the room.jung soo can’t stop crying..same goes to heechul. They can’t do anything, but to pray….
Epilog
Jung soo feed soon li with porridge….jung soo smile. He remember the day…when soon li conscious the first words that she said to him….that make him smile….
Soon li: jung soo oppa…I love you…don’t leave me…
Jung soo was so shocked…how did she know my names??? We never meet before…..but he didn’t ask more..for him..its ok for soon li to get up and be her fiancé….jung soo look at soon li again and he kiss soon li lips and their lips are locked together…..
Jung soo: I will never leave you…coz..i love you!
Soon li smile when she think again the memory of her and jung soo. She don’t know why and she have no idea…how did she know jung soo..but for the first time she saw him at the hospital, she only know that she love him so much……………

SS3 IN MALAYSIA 19/3/2011


IT WAS SO AWESOME......I ARRIVE EARLY WITH MY FRIEND...WE WANT TO HAVE A GOOD PLACE WHEN WE WATCH THE CONCERT.....AND YES...WE DID HAVE A GOOD PLACE...IN FRONT OF THE STAGE! WE CAN SEE THEM VERY CLEARLY....GOD...IT LIKE A DREAM...THE SHOW START ON TIME AT 6PM....LEE DONGHAE IS THE FIRST ONE WHO APPEAR...THEN...THE OTHERS..START TO COME OUT....THE FIRST SONG IS SORRY SORRY REMIX....THEN SUPER GIRL, NO OTHERS...HENRY AND ZHOU MI WEARING THE SAME CLOTHES WITH THEM! THE SHOW ARE ABOUT TO BE CRAZY...YESUNG, ALWAYS STAND IN FRONT OF ME..AND I WAS STUNNED..I DID SNAP GOOD PHOTO OF HIM..BUT I DIDN'T UPLOAD IT...ITS PERSONAL FOR ME...YESUNG ARE REALLY HAPPY WHEN ELF SING TOGETHER WITH HIM DURING HIS SOLO....KYUHYUN AND WOOKIE ARE SO AWESOME! THEY SING IN MANDARIN, 7 YEARS AND ONE FINE DAY...EUNHAE ARE SO DAMN HOT WHEN THEY DANCING...I CAN SEE DONGHAE CHEST VERY CLEARLY WHEN HE START TO DANCE....THE SAD MOMENT WHEN THE LEADER EETEUK PLAYING THE PIANO....AND SING KISS GOODBYE...HE SANG IT IN MANDARIN!, EVENTHOUGH HE IS KEEP SMILING...I KNOW THAT HE IS SAD...AFTER THAT HENRY COME OUT AND PLAY THE PIANO TOO...THEN HE STOP AND DANCE...HE SANG BABY BY BIEBER!...MING ARE SO ARROGANT...WHILE DANCING HIS SOLO...THE SAD THING IS...LADY HEE AND LADY SHIN ARE NOT DOING THEIR SOLO...DAMN...I MISSED THAT PART...I WANT TO SEE THEM..DANCING....ZHOU MI APPEAR LATER WITH HIS SOLO...SERIOUSLY HE LOOK SO SEXY!!!!!!!!!!!!HIS VOICE....HIS FACE..OMO..AND MY FRIEND SAID THAT HE IS PRETTY! THERE IS SO MANY OPV...THAT MAKE US SAD...AND KANGIN PART....ELF ARE CHANTING HIS NAME AGAIN N AGAIN....SIWON IS SO DAMN HOT, HE SINGING HIS SOLO SONG AND DO ASKING US TO PRAY TO GOD ALWAYS.....EUNHYUK IS DOING SO GREAT WHEN SINGING DOWN!...HE IS REALLY DANCING MACHINE!...SJM ALSO DOING SOME PERFORMANCES...THEY SANG TAI WAN MEI....SJ T SING TOK TOK N ROKUGO...SJH SANG COOKING COOKING, THEY CHANGE THEIR COSTUME AGAIN..HAHHAHA SO CUTE....HENRY SAID THAT MOST OF HIS TWEETS ARE COMING FROM MALAYSIA!, EETEUK KEEP SAYING APA KHABAR..AND HELLO.........OVERALL THEY ARE SO HAPPY IN MALAYSIA, THEY TALK IN ENGLISH....KYUHYUN, HEECHUL, YESUNG, DONGHAE MAKE US LAUGH...WHEN THEY TRY TO SPEAK IN ENGLISH...HAHAHAH...HEECHUL IS LAUGHING WHEN ONE OF HIS FAN TOUCH HIS FACE........EUNHAE KEEP SHARING WATER. KYUHYUN KEEP DISTURBING THE HYUNG, EUNHYUK KEEP DISTURBING YESUNG...AND HEECHUL KEEP TOUCHING YESUNG BUTT SO MANY TIMES! IT HAPPEN IN FRONT OF ME...HEECHUL CAN DANCE! HE IS DANCING IN FRONT OF ME! DEEBAK...THE CUTE KIKI ALWAYS MAKE CUTE POSE FOR HIS FANS....ALL I CAN SAY...THEY WILL DO THEIR COMEBACK WITH 5TH ALBUM...AND WILL COME WITH SS4 AGAIN NEXT YEAR!

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

SUPER JUNIOR SUPER SHOW 3 MALAYSIA


well....this year......i will go for the second time to meet my idol.........but seriously...i'm not happy at all.....my mom ask to considerate it again......because of my condition they scared something might happen to me when i'm watching SS3.........and i'm thinking to sell it to the others who want to watch it..........but....still....there is no SS4 for me next year.....i will used this last chance to meet them again.........God PLEASE...GIVE ME MORE TIME............

DEATH...........

the death is just near me......i know that my ilness is no cure at all.....but somehow..i believe in miracle.......i just hoping that i will be fine...i know the symptom of my illness already shown up......but what i'm supposed to do???? just hoping and pray that i will never die???? no...i won't happen..most people think i'm healthy...well i'm not........now my body is swollen...plus...need to go to hospital 2 day a weeks...doing some injection and fisiology...the doctor keep giving some drug to keep me good, well now i'm addicted to it........i'm not telling this to make some publicity at all.......just want to share..what did i do this past week......

Friday, February 25, 2011

HEY SUZY. JIA ,KAN MIYEON SHUT UP! are u really fat SUZY????

i was angry when i read some article about some listener angry when EETEUK said that SUZY are fat....abviously eeteuk was joking! people are getting overacted and keep blaming eeteuk and saying it was a rude! stupid girl and listener....you guys don't deserve to said that, don't tell me that you guys never saying that kind of jOKE! and why are you mad??? are u really fat???? shut up bitch! think before u react stupid!

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

MOONLIGHT SONATA


Prologue :
I never thought the day…will come soon…I never thought that I will become like this…only for her…yes…I become like this because of her…I just want to be with her…only her…I don’t care what will happen to me…I just want her!
23 May 2007
The bell ring shocked Ryn from her illusion…she collect her book and her pencil and put in the beg and she get out from the library….she didn’t realize that the clock already show at 11.35 pm…she saw someone still at the library…studying….ryn smile…the exam is just around the corner…of course there are so many student still studying at the library….as she pass the door out from the library..she bump with someone…
Ryn: ouch……yah…don’t you have eyes??huh???(get up and look at the person, it’s a boy!, the boy that I admire…..)
Boy: omo..mianhae…I was in hurry…did you hurt???
Ryn: nope…be careful next time….
Boy: ne…
Ryn just walk away to the bus stop…she just ignore the boy…the boy turn back to talk to the girl…but he saw no one..there….
Boy: aish…I supposed to ask her name….
Actually…he bump with the girl on purposely….he want to know her name…its been since last semester that he want to know the girl name…but…he scared…but when he already got the chance…he blow it…Ryeowook get into his dorm…his friend is there…
Henry: did you manage to talk to her??
Ryeowook: yes..i did…
Henry: so what is her name???
Ryeowook: er…er…..i don’t know…
Henry: yah….buya???
Ryeowook: I don’t have the chance…when I want to ask her, she already gone from my sight…
Henry: aish..what a waste…better lucky next time…
24 May 2007
Ryeowook get out from his class…suddenly he stop walking….he saw her…he chase her….henry beside him…was looking weird at him…but he just ignore him..
Ryeowook: hey..hey!!!!!!(calling the girl that he saw last night…)
The girl stop when he saw the boy calling him…
Ryn: ah…buya???
Ryeowook: do you remember me???
Ryn: of course…the boy at the library last night…what do you want???
Ryeowook: hai..my name is ryeowook…and you are???
Ryn: Ryn…wae????
Ryeowook: anniyo…I just wanna said that I’m sorry…are u student from this faculty?? I never saw u before…
Ryn: I also never saw u before…I’m sorry…I need to go now…anyway nice to meet you…
Ryeowook: I’m sorry…can I meet you again??? Please???
Ryn: well…I’m busy…I need to study…exam is just around the corner…
Ryeowook: please….
Ryn feel sorry when she look at the boy face…ryn look at her watch…
Ryn: arraso…tomorrow night at 8 pm…at the piano room….block b level 2…
Ryeowook: yeah!!!!!!!! I be there…thanks ryn..bye bye..see u tomorrow…..(walk away…running actually)
Ryn only smile…this is the first time, someone talk to me…omo..i’m so happy…I’m not lonely anymore…
25 May 2007
Ryn look at the mirror…and she smile…she look so beautiful that night…she walk to the piano room…ryn smile…ryeowook is already there…
Ryn: sorry I’m late…
Ryeowook: its ok…so…why are we here???
Ryn: do you know hot to play piano???
rYeowook: yes….how about you???
Ryn: I was a good player long time ago…I always come here…to play the piano…
Ryeowook: long time ago??hahhahha you are funny…so…do you wanna play with me???
Ryn: can i????
Ryeowook: of course…what song that you want to play???
Ryn: how about Moonlight Sonata???do you know that song???
Ryeowook: of course..i know…let’s play….
Both of them play the piano happily. When they have time they will meet together and play the piano at the room…they will come to the room every Tuesday night and play the song….Ryn feel so happy…and now she already fall in love with Ryeowook…same goes to ryeowook…he already fall for Ryn from the first time they meet…
6 June 2007
Henry: yah..wookie where are u going???
Ryeowook: I want to meet Ryn of course….
Henry: yah…did you guys always meet at the piano room???
Ryeowook: of course..wae???
Henry: aren’t you scared huh???
Ryeowook: what nonsense are u talking about huh???
Henry: anniyo…
Ryeowook: aish…I go first…
Henry look at ryeowook again…should I tell him???hurm..ottokeh???he feel so happy since that day…
Ryeowook went to the block b….he meet with the guard…
Guard: what are you doing here??? At this hour???
Ryeowook: ah..ajjuhsi..i just want to play the piano…
Guard: mwo????you play the piano???
Ryeowook: ne…omo..ajjuhsi..mianhae..i’m late…see u later….bye bye..(running to the piano room..)
Guard: yah..yah…wait a minute….yah…yah…(but it useless…ryeowook already gone…)
That night…
Ryn: oppa…the semester will end soon…and I will gone too…
Ryeowook: what are u talking about???
Ryn: oppa..did you know…you are the only one that talk to me for all this time…
Ryeowook: chongmal???omo..i’m so happy…to know that….
Ryn: oppa…do you love me???
Ryeowook: why did you ask that?? Of course I love you so much…
Ryn: what if…I’m leaving you here alone..what will you do???
Ryeowook: I will find you no matter what…if you are dead…I will kill my self and find you in heaven….
Ryn: oppa!!!!!!!!chongmal??? you would do that???
Ryeowook: of course…I love you Ryn..don’t you think to leave me alone…I love you…(hold Ryn hand and he kiss her…)
Ryn crying when she heard that….he want to die because of me…god…what should I do???he love me me so much…I never thought to fall in love with him and I never thought that he will fall for me..
10 june 2007
Henry: I want to talk with you….
Ryeowook: what???
Henry: I look that your face is always pale..are you ok???
Ryeowook: pale???anniyo…I ‘m ok…
Henry: wookie ah…yesterday I talk with the guard at block b…and he ask you to stop coming to the piano room….
Ryeowook: ah…….buya???????wae???
Henry: wookie ah…he said that you always talking, smiling and laughing alone in that room…are you ok??? Huh???
Ryeowook: alone??? Yah..did the guard blind??? I’m with Ryn…all the time…
Henry: you should stop meeting her…
Ryeowook: who are you? To stop me huh?? Are u jealous with me huh???
Henry: wookie listen to me……..Ryn already dead! She already dead!
Ryeowook: stop it henry!!!!!!!!she is not dead! You don’t belive me am I right?? Let’s go to the piano room now…palli……….
Henry: kajja……….
When both of them enter the room…henry can feel it…it is soooo cold…
Ryeowook: Ryn are u here???? Come out I. want you to meet my friend…but there is no one there…
Henry: see…she won’t come out…….wookie trust me…if you don’t trust me…you can ask the guard..the guard told me everything…
Ryeowook: liar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!she would never lied to me and she will never leave me…
Henry become so sad when he saw wookie is crying..he have no choice but to drag wookie to the guard post, he want wookie to know the true story about it…
Guard: she already dead 2 years ago….she is very beautiful girl and so many boy want to be her boyfriend but she don’t want them…someone said that she already like someone…but the boy don’t like her…she love to play piano and her favorite song is moon light sonata..
Ryeowook: why did she is dead???
Guard: I still remember that night, she come here…I talk with her before she enter the piano room…. She said that this is the last night she come here..coz her study is already ended…I said to her…that I will miss her…she smile and walk away…later on…I heard the piano sound..and I know that she is playing the piano..i’m so enjoy to hear the music…but suddenly..she stop playing…I don’t know what happen..tomorrow morning…I found him dead beside the piano…in naked…
Ryeowook crying again and again…I never thought that I fall in love with ghost!..why did she lied to me???why???i love her..so much…henry bring wookie to their house and keep on eye on him. They don’t know why did Ryn appear in RYeowook side…ryeowook still can’t believe that he is couple with a GHOST!.....
21 June 2007
That night would be the last night for ryeowook at the university…he just finish his exam…he decide to go to the piano room for the last time..and he was hoping to meet with Ryn. He shocked when he heard the sound of piano…he run to the room as fast as he can..and there she is playing the piano…she stop playing when she know that ryeowook is there…
Ryeowook: Ryn…
Ryn is there..crying…while looking at ryeowook…
Ryn: mianhae…oppa…mianhae….
Ryeowook: why did you lie to me….
Ryn: because I love you….i love you 2 years ago..and when I got the chance…I just want to tell you that I love you…
Ryeowook: what happen to you???/what happen to you that night???
Ryn: I still remember that night…I come here for the last time…when I was playing the piano…someone drag me and closed my eyes and rape me…I was trying to get away but I can’t….after he rape me…he stab me with the knife….he closed my mouth…so no one could hear me…I was dead that night….but I don’t know why did I;m still here at this earth…
Ryeowook hold Ryn hand and kiss it….he is crying too….
Ryeowook: you said you love me two years ago…when was it?? Why did I don’t know you???
Ryn: did you remember the night we bump each other at the library?? you bump with me at the same place and the same time two year ago…maybe you don’t remember me..but I do remember you…I was trying to search you…but I couldn’t found you….the next day….
Ryeowook: did you know what happen to me????
Ryn look at ryeowook…
Epilog…..
I never thought that I found her again…I found her…and she was in my arm now…I look at her…I still remember two years ago…I bump with the girl…and she drop her phone at the ground…I chase her…but suddenly there is a truck crush me and I dead at the place…right away….and the girl I chase…is gone from my eyes side…now…I got her…the one who reading this…if you have someone that you love…tell them that you help them..before its toooo late….

The end…

SUNDAY BREEZE....


Its Sunday ….and it’s the day..the day I found her for the first time. She wasn’t look happy that time, she was there…sitting there…her face look so pale at that time..but her eyes..her eyes captured me…I wish I can see her again…suddenly
Yesung: yah..eunhyuk what are you doing? Hurry up we need to go now, siwon is waiting for us.
Eunhyuk: ne..ne…(following yesung )
Both of them get out from the church. Every Sunday both of them will go to the church and pray. Its not always actually, but since eunhyuk saw her dream girl, he force yesung to go with him every Sunday.
Yesung : I don’t understand..why did you suddenly become so hardworking come to the church…before this..when I ask you..you refused to go…
Eunhyuk: yah…you don’t know???
Yesung: mwo???
Eunhyuk: did you saw the girl??? The one in the choir…
Yesung: yah…eunhyuk….i’m not like you! Do you want sungjung to killed me???
Eunhyuk: what do you mean???
Yesung: ah…just forget it…so what about the girl??
Eunhyuk: she..she is my dream girl…
Yesung: yah!!!!!!!!paboya???you just meet her several times…how did you know that she is your dream girl?
Eunhyuk: she seem so cute and her eyes..captured me….her lips…her smile….
Yesung: you need to show me the girl next Sunday….
Eunhyuk: arraso…well..you can bring sungjung here too….
Yesung: my fans will hurt her..if they know me is with sungjung..
Eunhyuk: kajja…
The next Sunday, both of them went to the same church, this time kyuhyun the magnae is following his hyung. Of course the fans become crazy…when they saw them, but they warn their fans that they come to pray…
Kyuhyun: so..where is she???
Eunhyuk smile..while looking at the altar….
Yesung: yah..yah…we didn’t want to see your smile, where is the girl???
Eunhyuk: the one wearing the blue hair ribbon.
Yesung and kyuhyun look at the altar, there is only one girl who wearing a blue ribbon….and both of them can’t stop laughing…when they saw the girl…
Eunhyuk: stop it…you make the others..looking at us….
After the prayers….yesung and kyuhyun still can’t stop laughing…
Eunhyuk: what’s wrong with both of you????
Yesung: your taste is sooooooo good eunhyuk….
Kyuhyun: hyung….you are so awesome….ekekeke…
Both of them still laughing….eunhyuk feel pissed off suddenly. Why did both of them laughing…
That night eunhyuk dream about the girl and he seem so closed with the girl. The girl only hold his hand and smile. Her smell is like lavender…in one gaze…eunhyuk awake from his sleep….he is sweating and he found lavender at his hand…he feel weird and he is frowning. He is alone at his room. How did this flowers is with him??? Wait the minute….so…it was not a dream??? She..she was here??? With me..just now????
Eunhyuk become so confused…however he fall asleep again. The next morning, he went to the church. He was lucky when he meet with the priest.
Eunhyuk: annyeonghaesyo…(bow)
Priest: annyeong….(bow)
Eunhyuk: na…eunhyuk imida.,…..
Priest: I know.you….my daughter talking about you so much at home.
Eunhyuk: chongmal???
The priest only smile.
Eunhyuk: look…I need your help father….
Priest: what kind of help???
Eunhyuk: father…every Sunday…there is girl who sing at the church..am I right???
Priest: yes…
Eunhyuk: I saw this girl..so many times before this…may I know what is her name?? she always wear blue hair ribbon at his hair….she is so thin and her face look pale sometimes…
The priest look shocked….
Priest: you better go home now…I can’t help you…..(he just walk away….leaving eunhyuk alone…)
Eunhyuk: but..but father….
The priest already walked away. Eunhyuk get back to his dorm and its so noisy. He enter the house and suddenly there is pillow about to hit him…he put his head down..
Eunhyuk: yah!!!!!what is happening here???(trying to looking for yesung, kyuhyun, ryeowook, but he shocked…, it was sungjung)
Sungjung: omo…oppa..you are back???
Eunhyuk: dae…yah…sungjung shi..what are you doing…at my house…did omma n appa know you here???
Sungjung: oppa..help me…just now..i brought hamster, it was a gift for ryeowook oppa…but suddenly the hamster is escaped…don’t worry about omma n appa…I already told them
Eunhyuk: mwo????hamster..yah!!!!!!!how can u let it out….where..where is the others???
Sungjung: they are in yesung oppa room…they scared..they said they won’t get out until I found the hamster…oppa..palli..help me…jebal…..
Eunhyuk: mwo??? How can they do this to my sister….(walk to yesung room…) hyung…hyung open the door….
Kyuhyun: hyung don’t open it….
Eunhyuk: yah…do you want to die?? Palli..get out..and help my sister…
Yesung open the door, kyuhyun and wookie hiding behind them….
Sungjung: oppa!!!!!!!!!i found it!!!!!!!!!(sungjung scream from the living room…)
Eunhyuk: hyung…you are dead!(pointing at yesung)
Yesung: ah..wae???
All of them get out from the room and follow eunhyuk….suddenly wookie slip over and he pushed kyuhyun accidentally , while kyuhyun push yesung and yesung pushed eunhyuk….eunhyuk fell from the stairs!!!!!!all they know..sungjung is screaming when she saw blood coming from eunhyuk head…
Sungjung: oppa..get up…oppa..get up now…….palli..don’t make me scared…yah!!!!!!!bring my brother to hospital now..if anything happen to him…I will never ever forgive you!
Kyuhyun, wookie sitting at the front…at the middle is yesung and sungjung. Sungjung is holding her brother head…while crying….
Yesung: sungjung ah…gwenhcana……he will be fine…
Sungjung: shikurooooo…(shut up)
Eunhyuk was admitted to the emergency room, the doctor said he need to be on surgery process. It almost for 7 hours the doctor trying to helping eunhyuk.
Eunhyuk wake up when he smell lavender sense…he look around and he saw the choir girl..was there..waiting for him…at his hand..there is lavender…flower. Eunhyuk was smiling at the girl. Eunhyuk want to get up and want to touch the girl face…but the girl come even closer and help him,
The girl: gwenchana????
Eunhyuk: dae…my head..just pain a little bit….
The girl: do you want some water???
Eunhyuk: yes please….
The girl handed the water to eunhyuk.
The girl: this is for you….
Eunhyuk: thanks…by the way..what is your name?? and..and how did you know I’m here????
The girl: my name is fai…my father told me about you….
Eunhyuk: your father???
Fai: the priest…the one that you ask about me….
Eunhyuk: he is your father????
Fai: ne…my father told me..that you are in coma for almost one week..so I come here..to see you..since my father said that you want to meet me.
Eunhyuk: ne…I was captured by your eyes and smile….
Fai: oppa..i will come again tomorrow….you need to rest…I will go now..and I will called the doctor to see your condition….just don’t closed your eyes ok????
Eunhyuk: ne….bye bye…fai..i hope that I can see you again…
Eunhyuk watch fai walking out from the room. Suddenly..he feel so tired and his eyes…are swollen…and accidentally his eyes are closed!.
The next morning, when he wake up, he saw his sister….he smile at her….and she smile back at him. Her sister, wipe his face with wet towel…beside her is yesung…but yesung face look so down….aish…gwenchana…hyung..its not your fault…
Sungjung: wah…now my oppa..are smell good….oppa…I’m using your favorite body shower from lavender….i hope you like it….
Eunhyuk: gamsamida….
Sungjung: oppa…do you want some water???
Eunhyuk only nodding. Yesung come forward.
Yesung: let me help…
Sungjung: gwenchana…I can do it…yesung oppa..you can leave now…my brother is fine now…don’t worry….
Yesung: sungjung ah…please…don’t do this to me…
Eunhyuk: what is happening????sungjung ah??? Are you fighting because of me??? it was an accident…..
Yesung: you know that I won’t do that….
Sungjung: oppa…let’s talk at the outside…eunhyuk oppa will be sad….kajja…
Sungjung and yesung get out from the room.
Eunhyuk blink his eyes…he don’t understand….why did they fighting…it was just an accident. Yesung is so sad…ottokeh???
The door is open again….and eunhyuk smile…it was fai….she holding a lavender at her hand….
Fai: oppa..how are you today???
Eunhyuk: I’m good.
Fai: mianhae..i was late today…you know..today is Sunday….i need to sing at the church….
Eunhyuk: gwenchana….
Fai: my father send a regard to you….
Eunhyuk: chongmal???
Fai: dae…oppa…I wish…I can see you again…watching me singing at the church….
Eunhyuk: wae???
Fai: you know…every Sunday…I will come to the church and sing in the choir just wanted to see you, because I know you are coming..and every time you come…you will look at me…I’m so happy…that’s why I sing in the choir every Sunday….that’s the only way I can see my idol….
Eunhyuk hold fai hand….
Eunhyuk: I think we are in the same boat….i come to the church…just want to see you….sing…i…I think…I already fall in love with you…your eyes…your pale face, your smile…always in my mind…I even dream about you fai…could this be love???
Fai: maybe…oppa…I miss you..i hope u will recover fast and watch I’m singing again….
Eunhyuk: yes…I will..for..you I will………
Fai: do you want some water? Your lips look dry….
Eunhyuk: dae….
After feeding eunhyuk..fai….went back home. Sungjung enter the room back, her eyes are wet…..and red…she must be crying, eunhyuk don’t want to ask anything. He know, sungjung is hurt, sungjung loves yesung so much…but this is not the reason why did they should fighting..i will talk to yesung hyung later.
The doctor come to the room. Eunhyuk smile to the doctor, and the doctor smile back at him…..
Doctor: how are you today???
Eunhyuk: I’m good….
Doctor: thank to god…that you are ok right now…
Eunhyuk: this is because of my sister and fai doctor….
Sungjung hold his brother hand…the doctor look at her…
Doctor: yes….it is..you got the best sister who take care of you….sungjung ah….ask your parent to come and see me ok???
Sungjung: dae….
Sungjung look at his brother…I love you oppa….
The next day fai come again and she bring the lavender again. Eunhyuk smile while looking at her.
Fai: oppa…can I ask something…..
Eunhyuk: ne….
Fai: why did you like lavender???
Eunhyuk: actually…I always received some letter from my fan, she always give me lavender inside the letter, she is not ordinary fan…she is very special to me…she write to me every week, I’m so excited to read her letter. That’ why did I like lavender..all because of her.
Fai: do you like her????
Eunhyuk: sorry…if I hurt you…yes…I like her so much..but she never show me her picture…I still remember she once send me a letter saying that she loves me and she wanna go out with me.she asking for my answer, but once I replies to her, she didn’t reply back….i did send her letter too, but there is no reply…I don’t know why…
Fai: chongmal??/(fai look down and she wipe her tears…lucky eunhyuk didn’t see it) so oppa..what is your answer?? You don’t want to go out with her???
Eunhyuk: I tell her that I love her too and I want to be with her….that’s weird…she didn’t reply anything to me….it was two year ago, lavender remind me of her, she is so special. You know what fai….she like blue hair ribbon just like you…I did send some gift to her, I give her the blue hair ribbon..and it just the same with the one that you wearing….
Fai: chongmal???oppa..your story makes me cry…and I’m so happy to hear your story and your answer….
Eunhyuk: mianhae….
Fai: so…why don’t you go and looking for her? You the her address am I right.
Eunhyuk: I did go and look for her…
Fai: you did??????????(look shocked)
Eunhyuk: yes…I did…but they already move out I was late for a day….i wish I can come earlier…but I’ve been busy with SUPER JUNIOR schedule.
Fai: you…find her….you did find her?? Oppa???
Eunhyuk: dae….like I said before…
Fai look at her watch….and she stood suddenly…
Eunhyuk: wae???
Fai: its late already….i need to go…my father must been looking for me..i will come again tomorrow….
Eunhyuk: arraso….fai..promise that you will never leave me…arraso???
Fai: dae oppa…I promise…I’m always beside you….
Eunhyuk fall asleep when fai get out from the room.
Fai get back home….as what she thought, her father is waiting for her…
Fai’s father: where are you going???
Fai: meet my friend…
Fai’s father: which friend…you have no friend…yah…did you meet with that boy again?????????
Fai: appa!!!!!!!!!!
Fai’s father: you have to stop meeting him like this! You and him are different and it is a sins….
Fai: what if I still meet him??? You will do the same thing like two years ago??? Like that???huh???
Fai’s father: fai!!!!!!!!how dare you speak to me like that…
Fai: I want to rest now….
2 days has passed….sungjung went to meet her brother, all the suju member is there, sungjung and eunhyuk parent is there…all of them are crying…eunhyuk feel so weird….why did all of them crying???wae???
The doctor come…
Mr lee: doctor….what is happening to my son???
Doctor: I also don’t know, last week, he is just fine…but two days ago…his heartbeat is not stable. I’m afraid that we might losing him, as you know he already in comma for 2 weeks..anything could happen now…
Eunhyuk: mwo???????comma???????????????two weeks????
Sungjung: doctor please save my brother..i will do anything to make him alive please doctor….
Eunhyuk: sungjung ah…I’m not dead…see…I’m talking to you!
Suddenly there is loud sound from heartbeat tools…eunhyuk heartbeat is not normal….the doctor ask everyone to get out from the room…the doctor and the nurse…become so busy….eunhyuk can see his body…like a statue…
Suddenly he saw fai….
Eunhyuk: fai..what is happening to me???/I’m in comma????
Fai: oppa…they can’t see you…oppa…, oppa you need to fight…..
Eunhyuk: mwo????(suddenly eunhyuk hold his head…it feels so pain…)
Fai: oppa..follow me…let’s us walk to the light….it will help you….
Eunhyuk: fai….don’t leave me………..
Fai: I won’t…I will always be by your self….oppa..open your eyes…open it oppa….
Eunhyuk open his eyes…and he shocked…everyone is there….
Mrs lee: hyukjae ah….
Eunhyuk: fai….fai…(it’s the first word that come from his mouth…)
Sungjung: oppa!!!!!!!you are save now…………..
Eeteuk: everyone..let’s leave eunhyuk….let him rest…..
All of them get out from room, only sungjung, yesung and eunhyuk parent is there….eunhyuk look around….and he saw lavender at the table….
Eunhyuk: fai…..where is she???
Sungjung: oppa..what are you talking about????
Eunhyuk: I need to see fai…
Yesung: eunhyuk ah..wae…
Eunhyuk: hyung…you need to help me….i need to meet her…call the priest….i need to talk to him..
Yesung: dae….
The priest come to the hospital when yesung said that it was a request from eunhyuk. Fai ‘s father..already know there is something wrong happen between them. So he bring everything that fai ask him to bring….and he is shocked when he saw fai is beside eunhyuk at the hospital.
Eunhyuk: father…can I see fai….your daughter???
Suddenly the priest is kneeling in front of them.
Sungjung: father…don’t do this…
Father: I’m sorry….i’m sorry…this is all my fault….she..she was in love with you two years ago, but I don’t agree with both of your relationship I, burn the letter that you send to him after I read it…she is angry with me…she try to take back the letter…from my hand…suddenly she slipped over and fall from the stairs.,…
Eunhyuk was speechless….he don’t get it….did fai and the fan who always send him a letter is the same person????
Eunhyuk: i..i meet her….last week….
Sungjung: mwo??? Oppa..she already dead….ottokeh???
Eunhyuk: I meet her….she brought all this lavender to me….i want to meet her….father…tell me…where can I find her???
Father: she is standing right beside you….
Sungjung scared…she walk to yesung and yesung hold her.
Eunhyuk: she is here????fai…are you here????go out….now…I want to meet you…..
Father: she refused to come out..she don’t want you to see her condition right now….
Eunhyuk: I don’t care..i want to meet her…
Suddenly…eunhyuk look shocked…fai is there….he can see her…
Eunhyuk: fai…tell me the truth….are you the same girl????
Fai only nodding….
Fai: I’m sorry. Oppa…..(there is already tears in her eyes and cheeks…)
Eunhyuk hold her hand….
eunhyuki: mianhae…I don’t know….
Fai: oppa…eventhough I’m already dead…I will always beside you oppa…oppa..i have to go now….
Eunhyuk: wait….can I ask something from you???
Fai: sure…
Eunhyuk: I want to kiss you….
Fai is crying so hard when eunhyuk lips touch her lips….
Eunhyuk let fai go….she is fading and fading away from him….eunhyuk only remember the last smile that fai give to him before she go….fai’s father said..fai already waiting for so long to know eunhyuk answer and now she already know the answer…she have to go from the earth, she is not belong here. Eventhough is hard to let fai go….eunhyuk have to let her go…she is not belong here…
Fai…please wait me there..i will come and meet you one day…..
Epilog.
Its Sunday morning again and it so breezing…..yesung, kyuhyun accompany eunhyuk again to the church…the same church where eunhyuk saw fai..for the first time. After the prayers…eunhyuk asking kyuhyun and yesung
Eunhyuk: guys…did u remember when I show fai in this church and you are laughing..can you tell me why????
Kyuhyun and yesung look each other and start the laugh again..
Eunhyuk: yah!!!!!! Do you want to die? Tell me….
Kyuhyun: hyung look there….(kyuhyun poiting at one fat girl wearing a blue hair ribbon)
Yesung: we thought that you are pointing at her…but it was fai…we didn’t see her…you the only one who see her…
Eunhyuk: that’s right….kajja..let’s go home……
Eunhyuk take a look at the church again…the Sunday breeze that you bring make me happy….he look around….the church…the wind…blow the lavender…..and the smell captured him..he turn back and saw her…she is smiling there…..eunhyuk waving to her and walk away……