7 years of love...

lately...that song haunted me again...goes...why did kyuhyun voice always killed me??? his soft voice...make me cry...plus..the lyric of the song..so...so deep...i don't remember..when did the last time i smile..i don't remember too when did the last time i laugh...mollayo...don't ask me... maybe i should wait and see...it's hurting me..when i wanna it...but i can't get it..hurm...i just wish that this will end soon...i'm not younger anymore..

WORK... and the end of SUPER WONDERLAND FOR ME

wow....time slipping so fast...and now i'm working....well as a teacher...so..my time working is at 2pm til 10 pm...aren't it great???hehehehe my salary isn't much...but i'm okay and glad with it...i'm going to work very hard and try very hard to please the principle...

after working..there is no much time for me..to playing...or what...and now..i change a little bit...i didn't listen to kpop song so much..and didn't watch kpop things so much...hurm..no time..
.SUPER WONDERLAND??? i already left them...they already have a new leader....i don't wanna think so much about that. plus..they didn't see me as a leader or their sister....it's ok with me..so i just left.... however...poor my little 2 dongsaeng there...gwenchana...unnie is here...just that u won't find me there....mianhae....i really don't have time and it still hurting me with some of them...gwenchana...who am i??? no one....so peace yo....

ramadhan n raya is over

whoot.............it's already 11/9/2011..... ramadhan is just over and now is a raya fever....biasalah tuh g open house....and what so ever....apa2 pun SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR dan BATIN...untuk semua yang mengenali me...hurm...nak cakap apa lagik nie??? bukannya ada mood pun....

LOVE, TRUST, RELATIONSHIP U AND ME

u....yes you..what did you understand about love?
trust what did you know about it?
relationship...what kind of relationship did you want???
U and ME... what is the meaning of that?

we promise that we never leave any of us alone and behind...
i always remember that..it's just that this few day..i think both of us is not in the good mood
i try to avoid the conversation because i don't her to get hurt and at the same time..i don't want to be hurt....yeobo ah..did you know i'm sick??? i know that you are sick too......that's why we keep fighting this day...

the relationship that we build together is because of SUPER JUNIOR. because of them we become close like this..you are the best thing that had happen in my life...i don't you you to be hurt by me..seriously...

i don't care about other people who don't understand us, just us know what is happening actually.......

don't be angry with me arraso?? don't off you phone ok? when both of us already calm..let's talk ok????

P/S: I LOVE YOU ^^

SICK

LATELY.......I ALWAYS FALL SICK EASILY...I DON'T KNOW WHY..BUT EVERYDAY..MY BODY WILL BE VERY WEAK...I CAN'T EVEN GET UP CORRECTLY...I WISH THE PAIN GO AWAY...IT'S HURTING ME AND PAINFUL...I BELIEVE THAT THERE IS ALWASY SECOND CHANCE FOR ME..WHEN I'M SICK..I CAN'T WRITE AND I HAVE NO MOOD. THERE IS LIKE 20 PERSON WHO WAITING TO READ MY FAN FIC...I MUST WRITE..BUT I CAN'T THE ILLNESS MAKE ME LOSE MY MOOD AND MY IDEA GONE..I DON'T WANT TO BURDEN MY FAMILY...STILL I NEED TO TAKE CARE OF AQISH IN THE MORNING AND AT NIGHT I'M TEACHING. I THINK MY BODY CAN'T TAKE IT..it's too much for me...hurm.............god..i just need more time.......

KIM JONGJIN..HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

wah....it was jongjin birthday....how are you this years??? how are u doing in florida??? jongwoon must be happy when you are back with him. he missed you alot....jongjin ah..i wish you to have the best day and may god bless you always...

5JIB...SUPER JUNIOR

damn..i'm so excited....today (11/7/2011) JONGWOON, HAE N HYUKJAE is practicing with their new singles...damn...i really can't wait...for it...jongwoon oppa...i hope i can see the different side of you! man..you will show up your abs am i right??? hehehe suddenly become so pervert...talking about your abs..ekekeke..oppa...it's been a long time that i 've been waiting for you...oppa.....i'm so happy when finally i can meet you...you was there....looking at me..with your small eyes...you smile..you smile and that;s make me wanna die...