its my fault

well........i guess not everyone can take what did i said...and everything that happen is not planed at all, its just a thought of my mother and sister......they want me to forget KPOP world and Yesung.and thwy will find a boyfriend for me! damn......i don't want any boyfriend right now all i want is my KPOP world and YESUNG..i only want them and not to forget My... GGM group members..my dongsaeng.......lee soon li and lee soon ji, my syori omma, my heesya omma and soon nieya omma. i love my heechul appa, siwon appa and my hankyung appa......i love them..how can i..i leave all of them...how coould i???maybe...maybe i will get married one day...but i will never leave GGM, KPOP and YESUNG behind..never..........i would never leave them...GGM...is like a famliy for me...in GGM...i know lee soon li, lee soon ji, mzya, sara, fai, zil, nieya, rieyn, heesya, syori and others..we are famliy...how can i leave my family behind??how can????but....i already hurt her...by telling her about this..i hurt the person. that i love so much..she don't know how much that i love her......the truth is...i love her so much........lee soon li..unnie will never leave you...that is my promise to you.........i love you..........