my feeling

yesterday i watch super junior 1st premium live in japan...i see the crowd....and i remember the moment when i watch super junior super show at malaysia 2o march 2010. i love the crowd..i wish i can tell everyone how great it was, how great the feeling seeing 10 member os super junior is at the stage, singing..dancing and talking to you. its like a dream to me...but...i wasn't dreaming at that time...coz i saw donghae, kyuhyun, sungmin, heechul, shindong. eunhyuk, ryeowook, siwon, eeteuk, and yesung, well i also sae henry and zhou mi........i see how sungmin wear all the shining at at his hands....he trow it at me...i get it..it was so cool........see eunhae, sichul, yewook...make me feel so happy, i just don't want this memory lost from my mind....i don't want too...........well i hope i still can went for teh third super show at malaysia again....

SEASON OF RAIN/ STATION OF RAIN PART 24

Soon li and sungmin stop at the last building of the road when they already sure that there is no one who following them.
Sungmin: omo….we run already far from school, gwenchana???
Soon li: gwenchana…….how about u???
Sungmin: I’m ok…where is your house??let me send u back…
Soon li: its ok..sungmin oppa…I can walk….from here, my house not that far….i rather walk….
Sungmin: if like that, let me company you
Soon li: it is ok???
Sungmin: ye…of course…
Soon li only smile…sungmin feel like his heart like jumping out when soon li smile at him.
Soon li: oppa..can I ask something???
Sungmin: sure….
Soon li: on the other day, when u become model in our art class..are u really volunteer to be model???coz…I know mr shu will make student that he punish to be our model…
Sungmin: ah..chongmal….ye..you are right..i got punish that day…coz..i fall asleep in his class….
Soon li: mianhae…
Sungmin: ah…gwenchana….i;m very naughty….hhehehe…always make trouble at school, you probably heard something bad about me…
Soon Li; annya…I’ve never heard any story about u….but I heard from other student that you are playboy….
Sungmin: its not true….well….its true….but..i’m not like that anymore….
Soon li: chongmal???good then for you oppa…
They walk until, they reach soon li house.
Soon li: oppa..thanks..for sending me home…
Sungmin: its ok..no big deal….
Soon li: see u at school………
Soon li about to go inside of the gate….sungmin called her..
Sungmin: soon li shi………
Soon li: ye…sungmin oppa…..
Sungmin: can I have your number???please???
Soon li: my number????waeyo???
Sungmin: hurm…hurm…….(garu kepala, he never ask girl number before this, this is the first time)
Soon li: sure sungmin oppa..give me your phone…..
Sungmin smile and he handed his phone to soon li and soon li restore her number at sungmin phone.
Sungmin: gamsamida….have a good rest…annyeong…jalga….
Soon li: annyeong oppa…….
Soon li went inside the house…han unnie was there..waiting for her
Han: soon li shi….where are u going???
Soon li: ah..unnie wae???
Han: ur father was looking for you, he at study room……….
Soon li: omo!!!!!! Unnie did daddy found out already???
Han: yes…your sisters at that room….
Soon li” omo!!!!!!!daddy must have punish them…I need to safe them..now….
Han: soon li shi…don’t fight with ur daddy….arraso????????
Soon li: I will try………
Soon li went to the study room, his father is waiting for her
Mr lee: what are u doing??????did u know that many people are worried about u???
Soon li remain silent, she saw sungjung and soon ji already in bend position, they must have been in that position so long………..
Soon li: daddy..mianhae…I know I was wrong..can u let unnie and soon ji stand???
Mr lee: because of ur action today, I need to punish all of you!
Soon li: daddy…it was my fault….not them…please daddy..let them go……..
Mr lee: sungjung, soon ji…get to your room now…
Sungjung, soon ji: ye daddy…………
Soon li look at his father
Mr lee: you need to do house work for one month, after school, just went back home, no shopping, arraso?????????
Soon li: ye.daddy..mianhae..i won’t do that again…
Mr lee: go to your room now…
Soon li get out from that room. Sungjung and soon ji still waiting for her
Sungjung: gwenchana???
Soon li: unnie..soon ji mianhae….
Soon ji: gwenchana….unnie where did u go just now???
Soon li: I;m going no where…I just want to walk to home……..
Sungjung: lol……..kajja..go and rest…..

That morning, sungjung wake up so early. She want to make kimbap for jongwoon. Han unnie is with her, helping and teach her how to make it.
Sungjung: yah!why did this thing is hard to make???aigoooooo
Han: you can do it, just be patient arraso???
Sungjung: argh!!!!!i’m done..that’s it….
Han: sungjung ah…if you wanna get jongwoon love, you should do this and be patient!...if you really good at cooking, he will love you…trust me…
Sungjung: chongmal???
Han: yup..let’s do it again..kajja…and then you get prepare to school…if not, you will be late to school.
Sungjung: ye…
Sungjung become more patient and more focused to make the kimbap rice for jongwoon. After she done with it…., she get into her room and get ready to school. She is smiling all the time. He will love me more….hehehehe….

She arrive at school early that time and she waiting for him at the corridor.she look at the time, its already 7.30…he should be here by now. Where is he???she took out her phone…and try to call him, but there is no answer…..she keep waiting….suddenly….there is someone….
Joon: what we have here?????(talking to sungjung and come near her, sungjung only bow..she don’t know the boy….
Joon: sungjung shi…who are you waiting for???did u waiting for your fiancé???
Sungjung: ye…how do you know my name???did we know each other???
Joon: you don’t remember me???i’m the one at the club with jongwoon…
Sungjung: ah…lee joon???
Joon: ye….its me…do you waiting for jongwoon??(touch sungjung body…)
Sungjung: ah..buya!!!!!why are u touching me???
Joon: sungjung shi…don’t be naïve….you and jongwoon did more than this right???
Sungjung: lee joon shi!!!!!!!please…take back your words! We have done nothing….
Joon: wae???do you want to do it with me????
Sungjung feel so angry, she slap joon face….
Joon: yah!!!!!!!!!!!(pulled her hand…)
Sungjung: let me go….let me gooooo argh!!!!
Then there is someone who pulled sungjung from joon.
Sungjung: donghae shi….
Donghae: are u ok???
Sungjung: ye…
Donghae: yah..joon..what’s wrong with u???huh???
Joon: wae???? Are u afraid that I ruined her???
Donghae get angry and he pulled lee joon uniform colar…
Donghae: watch out your mouth….don’t you ever to touch her again!!!!do you wanna die???do you think jongwoon will let you go????if he know that u touch his fiancé???
Joon: this is non of your business..this is between me and jongwoon,and I will get that girl…I will take her down!, let me go!
Donghae: I’m warning you! If you touch her or come near her…you will dead! Remember that!.....(donghae pushed joon and take sungjung away from that place.

Sungjung: donghae shi….why did he act like that??what did jongwoon and he up to???
Donghae: I think u better ask jongwoon about this, listen if he come and disturb u again, you just call jongwoon or me…arraso???he is dangerous…don’t be alone again..arraso???
Sungjung: ye….donghae shi…gamsamida….you are my hero
Donghae: buya???hahahha. I’m doing nothing
Sungjung: you safe me from that weird guy….gamsamida….if you are not there….i’m not sure what will happen…
Donghae: its ok..you are my friend fiancé…I must take care of you when jongwoon is not around..
Sungjung: chongmal…gumawo…
Donghae only smiling….same goes to sungjung…
Donghae: what is this??(reffering to sungjung lunch box)
Sungjung: ah…this…hurm…this is lunch box for jongwoon..
Donghae: you made it???
Sungjung: yup….i made this for him…mianhae…donghae shi..i cannot give this to you…
Donghae: genchana….can u made it for me…someday??
Sungjung: sure….i will make it for you…to pay back what have you done to me…
Donghae: I’m waiting for it..kajja..let’s go to the class now…

Soon ji enter her class, zhou mi is waiting at outside of the school. She holding her violin with her. Argh…..i hate this stairs…so….long….suddenly there is bunch of student running to the stairs and they terlanggar soon ji, soon ji lose her balance and fall from the stairs….everyone was shock and stuned….soon ji already uncousious. Zhou mi enter the school when he know that soon ji is fall from the stairs. He bring soon ji to the hospital as soon as he can. He called mr lee to mention about it…..
Mr lee feel so nervous and get to the hospital straight away.
Soon ji condition is very bad, there is blood everywhere. Mr lee is waiting outside of the emergency room