LOVE, TRUST, RELATIONSHIP U AND ME

u....yes you..what did you understand about love?
trust what did you know about it?
relationship...what kind of relationship did you want???
U and ME... what is the meaning of that?

we promise that we never leave any of us alone and behind...
i always remember that..it's just that this few day..i think both of us is not in the good mood
i try to avoid the conversation because i don't her to get hurt and at the same time..i don't want to be hurt....yeobo ah..did you know i'm sick??? i know that you are sick too......that's why we keep fighting this day...

the relationship that we build together is because of SUPER JUNIOR. because of them we become close like this..you are the best thing that had happen in my life...i don't you you to be hurt by me..seriously...

i don't care about other people who don't understand us, just us know what is happening actually.......

don't be angry with me arraso?? don't off you phone ok? when both of us already calm..let's talk ok????

P/S: I LOVE YOU ^^

SICK

LATELY.......I ALWAYS FALL SICK EASILY...I DON'T KNOW WHY..BUT EVERYDAY..MY BODY WILL BE VERY WEAK...I CAN'T EVEN GET UP CORRECTLY...I WISH THE PAIN GO AWAY...IT'S HURTING ME AND PAINFUL...I BELIEVE THAT THERE IS ALWASY SECOND CHANCE FOR ME..WHEN I'M SICK..I CAN'T WRITE AND I HAVE NO MOOD. THERE IS LIKE 20 PERSON WHO WAITING TO READ MY FAN FIC...I MUST WRITE..BUT I CAN'T THE ILLNESS MAKE ME LOSE MY MOOD AND MY IDEA GONE..I DON'T WANT TO BURDEN MY FAMILY...STILL I NEED TO TAKE CARE OF AQISH IN THE MORNING AND AT NIGHT I'M TEACHING. I THINK MY BODY CAN'T TAKE IT..it's too much for me...hurm.............god..i just need more time.......

KIM JONGJIN..HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

wah....it was jongjin birthday....how are you this years??? how are u doing in florida??? jongwoon must be happy when you are back with him. he missed you alot....jongjin ah..i wish you to have the best day and may god bless you always...

5JIB...SUPER JUNIOR

damn..i'm so excited....today (11/7/2011) JONGWOON, HAE N HYUKJAE is practicing with their new singles...damn...i really can't wait...for it...jongwoon oppa...i hope i can see the different side of you! man..you will show up your abs am i right??? hehehe suddenly become so pervert...talking about your abs..ekekeke..oppa...it's been a long time that i 've been waiting for you...oppa.....i'm so happy when finally i can meet you...you was there....looking at me..with your small eyes...you smile..you smile and that;s make me wanna die...

ADDICTED TO INFINITE CAN U SMILE!

I remember that feeling from a long time ago
When I looked at you
I remembered that time when I knew you
And you knew me
I think about those desperate times
When I wanted to be like you,
To hang out with you
But it’s merely a memory that passed

And, can you smile? You want this,
You hope for this, I can’t seem to have you
With only my heart
And, can you smile? I said to go,
I said that I’m okay
Seems like I can’t give you anything
But this to you in the end

I remember a long time ago
When I received your heart
I think of those times when you were
So loving towards to me, and I was thankful
We came across a farewell,
When we were the most in love
And when we were the happiest
I couldn’t hold you back because you were
So loving towards me, because I was sorry

And, can you smile? You want this,
You hope for this, I can’t seem to have you
With only my heart
And, can you smile? I said to go,
I said that I’m okay
Seems like I can’t give you anything
But this to you in the end

And still, still, in the end, still I…
But probably in the end… I still…
And still, still, in the end, still I…
But in the end, I still…

But I was suffocating from your frequent words
You tell me with rage
That my way of talking and my actions
Made you lose your words
And they made your anger rise
On this violent night
The starts lit up the sky and the moon shone
And you went steadily down your path
The night and moon are coming,
They’re just covered up by stars
The moon will always stay there
I’ll always be here for you, want you

And, can you smile? I want to take
I want to hold it all back
Because you can only be happy
Once you leave my side
And, can you smile? I said to go
I said that I’m okay
It seems like I can give you nothing
But this in the end