SUPER JUNIOR SUPER SHOW 3 MALAYSIA

well....this year......i will go for the second time to meet my idol.........but seriously...i'm not happy at all.....my mom ask to considerate it again......because of my condition they scared something might happen to me when i'm watching SS3.........and i'm thinking to sell it to the others who want to watch it..........but....still....there is no SS4 for me next year.....i will used this last chance to meet them again.........God PLEASE...GIVE ME MORE TIME............

DEATH...........

the death is just near me......i know that my ilness is no cure at all.....but somehow..i believe in miracle.......i just hoping that i will be fine...i know the symptom of my illness already shown up......but what i'm supposed to do???? just hoping and pray that i will never die???? no...i won't happen..most people think i'm healthy...well i'm not........now my body is swollen...plus...need to go to hospital 2 day a weeks...doing some injection and fisiology...the doctor keep giving some drug to keep me good, well now i'm addicted to it........i'm not telling this to make some publicity at all.......just want to share..what did i do this past week......